11/18/2023 0 Comments Touche amore stage four blogspotAs with most successes in life, luck has to be on your side as well.īelgium is in lockdown. It was only at the Cape Town Airport customs and covid screening I could rest assured they’d let me in. The required PCR test came in on my way to the airport and it was only a few days ago I all of the sudden realised I didn’t have all mandatory vaccins to even be allowed on that aircraft.Īll of that while saying goodbyes to loved ones for too many nights in a row and maintain working fulltime to not miss my project’s mid January deadline… it’s been a hectic ride to say the least. It got me caught up in a massive todo-list and ended with packing only few hours before leaving. Since international borders might close again at any point, i’ve allowed myself exactly one week to ignore the trauma i’ve been dealing with and not miss this potentially small window to leave. Life goes on and responsibilities won’t just vanish overnight. It takes quite some preparation in order to make sure every aspect of life and running a company can be managed remotely. I’ll figure it out if shit hits the fence and I’m forced to return. Will they refuse me at the next checkpoint because of some restriction i’ve overlooked? It crosses my mind, but honestly, I am too exhausted to even be bothered. Intercontinental traveling during a global pandemic happens to come with a lot of uncertainties. Tell-tale signs I am probably not supposed to do this. There’s something peculiar about flying from one empty airport to another on an airplane with only a few seats taken. Once more, by pulling out the rusty nails that hold up everything i’ve known. Embarked on a new mission to make this life of no compromise as sustainable as possible. Still, I carry on with no regrets and can’t help but think the only thing I had left to give, was to walk away.Īs summer inevitable came to an end, I’ve comfortably settled for the construction site my life tends to feel like. Looking back and dealing with divorce, there’s no way of knowing if I’ll ever find myself part of something that pure and reliable again. Although I’m failing terribly to keep up with the array of numbers that found their way into my phone, some of them undeniably had a huge impact on this whole process and the personal growth that came with it. The months went by and bye… swallowed by an ever-changing crowd of hellos and goodbyes that continuously challenged this introvert in many ways. If only the socks gone missing with ex-roomies would someday show up to tell the stories, they could help us with remembering how grand life can be.
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